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Lazy- I got arrested with Rachel and Justin (whom I'm not dating anymore) and have been on major lockdown for the past week. Which is really sucky. I miss my friends so much. But I'll get to see them today, because I'm going to Rachel's house! (:
- I got into a fight with Justin like...a month ago and I told him he was following in his brothers footsteps (his brother is on some serious drugs and he ignores his girlfriends and whatnot) and he snapped and broke up with me. Then he started going out with this chick Taylor the day after we broke up. I didn't like Taylor at all because she was always with Justin while we were dating and I was extremely jealous and whatnot. So I was pissy/sad/depressed after they started going out. But then eventually I started hanging out with them all the time and I became the 6th person in the little Justin, Taylor, Rachel, Suzi, Rowland gang. Now I'm close to all of them and life is pretty good. Yes, I DO still have feelings for Justin, but at this point I'm all like ehhhh about it, because I'm not an immature little kid anymore. I know nothings going to happen between us, and I'm okay with that.
- This whole NIKI situation. It's complicated. See, I don't hate her. I just don't like her much, and I know not to trust her at all anymore, after all the shit she said about me and the secrets she spilled. But I'm hanging out with her again to keep Rachel and I out of trouble. Suzi too. Because shes telling everyone we're going to jump her, and eventually someone is going to go to the cops. And Rachel and I deff don't need anymore cop action xD.
- I'm homeschooled now. Well, I'm not in School and I'm about to start taking online classes. Thats a better way or wording it, lol.
- I'm majorly fucking up my life. And I know it. I do stupid stuff and I tend not to even care about who I'm hurting while I do it. But I made Suzi a pinkie promise, and I don't break those.
I guess thats it for now. I'm going to go write something things to post now, since it's bee so long. BYE!
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I won't let you go
Down that road to emotional overdose
If I had her again everything would be alright
But nothing's alright and nothing's okay
When you live in a memory
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From out of the millions of stars, I'll find you.
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"This is how the world ends, not with a bang but a whimper."
"I thought it would be nice to lie down and close my eyes. It never occurred to me that I am already asleep."
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If water was V o d k a && I was a duck, I'm swim to the bottom && never come up. But V o d k a isn't water, && I'm not a duck, so hand me a bottle and shut the fuck up!
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"This is how the world ends, not with a bang but a whimper."
"I thought it would be nice to lie down and close my eyes. It never occurred to me that I am already asleep."
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If water was V o d k a && I was a duck, I'm swim to the bottom && never come up. But V o d k a isn't water, && I'm not a duck, so hand me a bottle and shut the fuck up!
Thanks a ton for faving my poem. How are you?
No problem, your poem is amazing!
I'm fine, how about yourself?
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